Sometimes i just want a hug. Or maybe its cos i have very low sense of security. I think my bf next time just hug me the whole day can alr. i’ll be like super satisfied LOL. Okay nvm >_>
I’m like very confused now. I dont know whats the feeling of liking somebody anymore. Its too confusing. I should go sleep instead.
I miss your hugs though.
(via paintedwallpapers)
rawr yes. lol if somebody didn’t talk about tumblr, i really wouldn’t have thought of it any time soon.
i re-read all the posts. Some of it didnt really make sense. But i know i missed you a lot. I dont think people will know who this blog belongs to since uh there is like no real names involved. idk ohwellz.
Life is getting sianz these days. My brain is dying. Ohwells idk why i’m posting here when there’s another blog LOL. Hope that your knee is a lot better. You prolly recovered long ago. Maybe. Idk. Hope you did.
aiya idk what i’m doing now lol.
i just know that if you’re with me now, i would prolly feel much better.
if you’re ‘good friends’ with me now, whatever you call it lol, i would prolly feel much more motivated to do things, and maybe not so lazy and sleepy everyday, but i know i will just sink deeper and deeper and if you really leave me again one day i prolly won’t be able to accept it although you said you won’t do it again and you wont let it happen again. whatever.
maybe caring from a distance is better than being good friends.
so now its my turn to tell you that not talking to you, not smsing you, not calling you doesnt mean that i dont care about you. you’re the person that i think of most, miss most, and care for most. but maybe this is really for our own good.
take care. i will try to do my best these 2 weeks.. jiayou.
(via lovequotesrus)
If you don’t want, then forget about me and stop talking to me.
(via makemestfu)
Almost forgot the existence of my tumblr HAHA.
Don’t say that you care for me when i can’t even feel it.
Don’t talk to me and want to be my good friend because you can’t.
If you don’t want me to like you, then just don’t talk to me.
So just go away if you don’t like me or don’t want to have a rs with me so that i will feel better. Thanks.
(via makemestfu)
Am i doing the same thing. Omg i hope not so.
(via makemestfu)
Missing you. Hope you’re fine now. I hope you wont search yourself on tumblr. I hope you won’t see this blog because i really dont want you to see this. I dont know why. But whatever. Still missing you sometimes but i’m sure i can get over this one day.
Because it brings back a lot of memories.
perfect girlfriend..
.
.
wife?
its okay. that’s still a long long way to go. I realise i do not know you as much as before.
are you a man?
(via relatableblog)
I really don’t know what i’m supposed to do D: should i encourage to break? or should i encourage you to continue trying? ._. sigh.
Actually somehow i could guess the problem with your rs. But maybe i’m not as expressive as her. I dont know how to tell you exactly what went wrong in words, but i guess i understand whats going on. Sigh. I really want to help you but dont know how to help you. I guess you would be even more sian after reading that chunk. Both of you are just not putting equal amount of effort into sustaining the rs. It is obvious to me that she is trying to fix it, but she doesnt know how to. And of course she feels very insecure because she feels that you’re not close to her enough. Maybe physically yes but not emotionally. Have you ever thought that we’re like even closer than what you are with her? idk. i mean like i can tell what you’re thinking of (sometimes? i guess) and perhaps you know what im thinking of lulz idk also. But it seems like she can’t read you and you cant read her too. Maybe its the communications? or isit because i know you longer. I dont know.
Sigh okay i should really sleep soon. Still have work tmr. I’m kinda tired. Hope that you have enough fun before facing all these. Byebyeee
